I had no clue he was gay:Carolyn admiited

I had no clue he was gay:Carolyn admiited

Carolyn Moos said  she had no idea that Jason Collins, her longtime boyfriend and fiancé, was actually gay.

"When I was younger I dated women. I even got engaged. I thought I had to live a certain way. I thought I needed to marry a woman and raise kids with her. I kept telling myself the sky was red, but I always knew it was blue."She said

Moos, however, didn't know. The former WNBA player told TMZ that she only found out about Collins' orientation a couple of days before the world did.

"It's very emotional for me as a woman to have invested [eight] years in my dream to have a husband, soul mate, and best friend in him.  I want Jason to be happy for a lifetime and stay true to who he really is, inside and out."

"I had to sit down," Moos, now a personal trainer and nutritional consultant, told ESPN. "I was shocked. There's no words to really describe my reaction. ... But this does alleviate some of the pain. … I'm so happy for him. He deserves to live the life he wants."

"Calling off the wedding was obviously a tough decision but it was the right one because I knew I wasn't getting married for the right reasons," he said.